Pregnancy takes FOREVER!
As a soon to be mother, I find myself checking out every single pregnancy site and book that I can possibly find. I want to know everything about what to expect and see if their is any new information that I haven't already covered.
I went to see the doctor today and heard their little heart beat! It was so neat! Jett and I couldn't believe that a little baby the size of a gummy bear could already have such a fast and strong heartbeat! The doctor was very kind and let us have a very quick ultrasound so that we could see our little one-even though we didn't have an ultrasound scheduled.
We will leave him a tip.
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| Our Sleeping Angel |
What do you think he/she will be? I really thought it was a boy and I still kind of hope that the baby will be a boy...but I am really starting to doubt my confidence in that.
Several nights in a row (soon after proclaiming my desire for a little boy), I began having dreams about myself mothering a little girl. The scary thing that every dream had in common was that I was always watching her grow up so quickly and I would have to let her go.
In my dreams I beg and plead for the chance to keep her and nurture her because she is still so young and can't be expected to lead the world until she is older, but the little girl looks into my eyes with wisdom and strength and tells me that everything will be ok. She tells me that she must leave me because she was sent to Earth in order to help heal the world.
I always trust her and let her go.
But I never trust the world.
Crazy huh?
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